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In This Dark Modern Era

by March of the Ant

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1.
I shot us down The center of the street and through the screeching metal To taste the spell that made us shiver I cast a golden thread at the cemetery gates and held you closer to whisper: I am not a minotaur Now I’m in the thick of it: Digging my own graves Abandoning the dead ends We have to find the perfect death, tangled in a golden mess We’ve got to find the perfect death, strangled by a golden thread Pretending to know what the fuck death is What the fuck life isn't What the fuck life is I would remember- I’ve been here forever and I exist without seams The only thing that time means Is that I won’t be alive Like this tomorrow Looking at you Suddenly my visions are disassembling Suddenly, my body said: I’m too antiquated to go on I’m getting out at the next grave There was a fire in me, but feelings are fleeting We always want new, we always want more I am too quick to let go and I never look back So I cast a thread Vishnu’s pulse is on my neck but it’s been 6 months since it was checked It’s all a part of my search for meaning In a restless dimension that strips it from me So hear my words: you were right You know me better than I know myself In the strangest of places You were right You were right
2.
Drugs 08:00
The course is set: Breastfed on synthetic oil Swaddled in antifreeze This child is born; but in this dark modern era Will the child only know the light of a lamp post? Don’t hold your breath You’ll be holding it until you’re dead Don’t hold your breath You’ll be lobotomized by your own mechanical devices ...but drugs give them an escape You can’t save us You can’t castrate us We go on vacation You can’t tame us You can’t castrate us We’ve resigned In blood The course is set: I’m 22 years old and there’s nothing to show I’m smaller and weaker and dumber than before This child is shorn, and his shoes are full of holes Running from the lamp posts- a sick green glow eats up my shadows If there’s no hope in this world We’ll move on to the next one On our desert island There is no food or water and the sun will boil our brains but at least we’ll be free
3.
Life’s been weird for a couple of years I don’t want to grow up, but here I am Dropped out of college Never saw that one coming Living paycheck to paycheck Just good enough for nothing We always need more Than we can get. I can’t afford the food that feeds Deep down to our tingly toes Half my money goes to the government The other half to my bills A quarter for food, and a quarter for gas Never knew what it was like to be poor but now I know what it means To really need something That’s just beyond my reach Running behind on laundry and groceries Running behind on everything I need to do and I’m getting my sleep, yeah but I am too tired to care That my sheets aren’t on the bed I know I need to try this hard To take care of myself I know I need to crash this hard When I fuck up at work I know I need to love so sweetly and love my job with absolution I need this to be over soon It’s time To drop the ball for good Let’s move To the farm and feed the hand that feeds We’ll be shepherds of the Earth Golden grasses of bread and beer Barren skies and stripes of light Awkward dirt with a hidden past The holy water’s bittersweet blast When the day’s work is the day’s play Nobody will be in a hurry
4.
Feverhead 03:36
I can’t deny that my attitude could use some adjustment. I can’t deny that I have no right to complain. When I get a fever, I don’t want to be down. I’m doing all I can, so why am I so hard on myself? Pack up The day is done You can’t see what you’re doing in the dark [[dark dark dark dark]] By candlelight I wrote about the things that mattered but what filled me then Spilled on a single page in my journal. The heavy heavy truth was just subjective So don’t be so depressed Just because you think you know how it is Sometimes we don’t, sometimes we do It’s hard to know- but if we do, we are not alone We’re not alone We’re never never alone They won’t let us be alone They’re watching us We have sinned against the father We enjoy great health deaf to his name We live in a bubble about to pop and our angels are descending To rain hell No, wait That’s just us We are powerful and it’s not only ignorant To deny your power It’s fucking immoral We must know ourselves and act for the good of others To be truly great people So, don’t pass your crying friend to the next guy Tell me why you believe what you believe Fight all of your tiny battles I’m not going to stop loving you
5.
Little Fawn 04:20
Lover, your touch created this voice Your skin is my skin Your suffering spawned all compassion You’re the gentle breeze of the fall You blessed me- you raised me right Right out of the scum that the flies crawl home to When they don’t deserve the shit that they dwell in But, some boys Take More than they deserve Some boys, they say: Gimmie everything A little fawn with spots I keep I water her with potpourri When sticks and stones are softer than hydrogen It’s because Some boys are constructs of knives Wasted and determined at 1pm I’ve got to be brave to feel Surgery on faces we used to respect We’re going to make them ugly as hell Will he ever know how it feels to have to choose what to let in? To have your choices torn to shreds? If you have a daughter who cries If you die thirsty, hungry and rejected If you have your body destroyed If you feel pain in every touch I hope you understand Never Lay a finger on our flower again We will make you hurt again and again We will Bury you Under her gentle roots
6.
Ghosts 06:34
The weight of the world is much too much for me But I’m lifting it if only bit by bit I’m kicking and screaming: it’s too much for me My childhood is much too far away I can hear the rain patter on my window My heart- it sinks right into the panes Wrap myself in cloth so I can hide and die Away from all prying eyes I have masochistic ghosts in me That blur the lines of reality I am martyrs in my sleep At the mercy of scenes that you would not believe There ARE dying ghosts in me That turn my lungs into sludge- and only when I submit to death’s grip I can fall asleep

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released April 25, 2014

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March of the Ant Michigan

Hello, nice to meet you! We are March of the Ant, and we play music to fall in love. Our genre is poem rock, which means that the lyrics are written as stream-of-consciousness poems, and the instrumentals are written to change with the rhythm and feel of the lyrics. Let us know if we make you feel something :) ... more

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