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hOpe LiEs wiTh A swEEt gooD byE

by March of the Ant

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God of despair, demon of love Before I do anything, I must first feel This is the birth of our ritual A ritual of worship To throngs of strange, self-loathing gods Creating as much as they destroy On the path That life takes them, as dolls A cornucopia of gods Controlled as dolls by their universes They are too deep, and feel too deeply to understand themselves Hope lies with a sweet goodbye I’m scared but I can still love
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oldNews 05:20
It’s easier to blame a wilted rose After all, it’s been severed from it’s mother A one thousand soldier march could never pierce the veil now My bedroom walls Have shown me their skulls With a paralyzing stare and I can’t burn the house down but I can move on Like a motherfucker I can move on I hope I can move on I’m sick- Of not knowing why I feel like a broken stack of bricks My body Is a desecrated temple My perish lost faith long before they abandoned me Long ago, long before… All of my poems burned Beautifully What did they say? The north winds weathered the mountains The nectar of the rain washed itself away As I watched from a bedside chair Waiting for my organs to fail Beside myself with horror When you’ve wasted all of your nectar… Nobody likes me Because I'm old news
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NEED to KNOW 04:24
The only way to get something real is to know what you want I don’t know what I want The only way to get something substantial is to know what you need I don’t know what I need For more than a week How can you ask me to to tell you What I want to do For the rest of my days with you? Maybe I knew what I wanted all along But who wants to do The impossible with you? The only way to get something real Is to turn your back on the cups that you filled The only way to get something substantial Is to turn your back on the cups that you filled and the friends that helped you drain them Maybe there’s more to life than getting fucked up Maybe there’s more to life than not getting fucked up I need to know I need to know for sure I need to know you believe in me
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enDofCollege 05:47
We’ve been told that we are vast and confusing- because it’s true from time to time. We try to simplify ourselves- so we don’t have to double-think anymore. What a relief it is to know: That we don’t have to believe in anyone - to be happy - but ourselves I know there is poison in the water - and the brambles - how they tangle But our dancing - we cut through - we always cut through I know there’s something about you That I could never let go of I know this town like the back of my hand but I feel like a bonsai cat I know there’s so much we have going for us here but are they the things we really need? What about the things our hearts need? Come on, let’s make big plans We’ve got to strap up our boots and get out that door right now Right now, while we’re still young I’ve been waiting so damn long Nearly went crazy waiting for The dreary days of winter to come and go Look at us- we’re still here The magic of the night has dawned Look at us- we’re still here Just a little longer now Just a little longer now and we’ll be up and out On our own To follow our dreams
5.
I don’t want to review anything that we do Because as soon as we speak I lose the Tao that makes me dance and sing and smile Please understand me I don't know why I need it so badly But damn it, I do Damn it, I do Don't ask me why I like to bite off more than I can chew While I’m licking my open wounds I need to choke so I can learn to swallow Don't ask me why I like to set things on fire I’m gonna fix it when it's not broken Change it when it’s flawless These are the things I love That make you so uneasy But, It's how I get my kicks in my boring world It’s how I get my kicks in my boring world It’s how I get my kicks in my boring world And that's not up to me I was born to drown in the deep But they keep dragging me back to the surface I’m a pawn in the constant narration Stuck in their story On a boat in the storm above A dreaming flower fresh eroded from the garden But I want to swim with the sharks Want to swim with the minnows Swim until I can't swim back Swim to the edge of my wits Caught in the current It's not about you It's a war on attachment Objects don't really matter Moments don't really matter They are just a reminder that nothing is sacred Except for the way we narrate our stories Every claim I make is just a toy And that’s not up to me
6.
The moon gazes in: a catatonic eye A hole in the shades of lace to hypnotize the sky The silent feelings I love are hiding away from me Maybe it’s time to shut up and see what I can see I don’t want to be perfect- 'cause no one ever was All that I know is that I want to be with you Nothing is perfect- 'cause nothing ever was All that I know is that I want to be happy no matter how fucked we are The fountains of blood run deep in this place I want to embrace the fire that burns me Oddly, I’m addicted to shying away from you By the morning, I have forgotten monuments to twisted truth Oddly, I have forgotten, I’ve been shying away from you By the morning, I am addicted to fables that twist the truth Addicted and forgotten, I've been shying away from you Twisting the Truth
7.
The room was silent except for our breath The curtains whispered with a glowing shadow Your touch scorched me like the bars of light that laid across the room So soft and sensual, we were weightless in a silken kind of way Nothing existed but you and me on this bed In the dead of summer, and the quiet of the golden hour My fingers fit between your ribs When you stopped time in it’s tracks Dust became a thousand stars suspended in your path (I wonder how) you stopped time in it’s tracks To kiss me in the bars of light You have the most cosmic attraction I’m helpless to the gaze you gave me that melted the planets As our magnetic noses drifted out of orbit You showed me how you felt it too My vitals were critical in a cloud of luck That was buried alive just to take cover I barely survived, but you were there for me- digging from the other side With your breath in my ear, and out of my mouth We made a double-helixir Holding you by the back of your neck Atomic fusion couldn’t get us close enough If you ever want to make love with me, I’ll be waiting for you If you ever want to make love with me again, I’ll be waiting for you In the golden room I remember

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released February 11, 2016

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March of the Ant Michigan

Hello, nice to meet you! We are March of the Ant, and we play music to fall in love. Our genre is poem rock, which means that the lyrics are written as stream-of-consciousness poems, and the instrumentals are written to change with the rhythm and feel of the lyrics. Let us know if we make you feel something :) ... more

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